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One more paper on next Friday. Annoying >.<"
If not, i can really start slacking all the way until Graduation Night.

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Went for a movie with Jun Hui, Khai Ming and Wei Seng on Wednesday night. On the way back, we talked about our friendship that has been established since last year. Frankly, it’s disappointing. We tried to recall the last outing that involved everyone which turned out to be the memorable one. It’s the Junior Treat Senior steamboat in Marina Bay. I realized it was on 30th August as i checked the archives. It has been more than 2 months that we never have any such outing. It’s saddening to notice the fragmentation in our friendship, especially when this happens towards the end of the period that we all can be together. Why is this happening? Does it really matter? Does it really not matter? Everyone is responsible for that (i guess). But everyone is just too tired and lazy to do anything. Perhaps it’s just me la. And i shouldn’t generalize, should i? Perhaps i’m exaggerating. Perhaps, for the situation, but not for my disappointment.

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Have been thinking about my how-to-slack plan throughout A level. I found that i’m getting wild and playful, and at times, rebellous. Some of my plans are: clubbing at MOS, kbox/KTV, window shopping in Clarke Quay bazaar, trekking/cycling in Pualu Ubin, Wild Wild Wet and Escape Theme Park, Snow City, kite flying and some water sports (maybe skiing) at the beach (maybe ECP), etc. Wow. It seems that i’m going to spend a lot on fun and enjoyment huh? Sometimes i feel rather guilty about this =P. I find myself quite terrible and superficial. Anyway… who cares? … … Opps, i think my parents may, since i’m being lavish on their money.

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Oh, this reminds me how blessed i am. Compared to many friends, i’m given sovereign freedom by my parents. Sometimes i think it’s too much that they appear indifferent towards me. But i know that is not the case. They are just having high faith in me and they believe that i am able make sound decisions. They are rather open-minded as well. Take the example of my decision to sign up for organ donation after my death. I expected at least some kind of hesitation before they gave the green light. I was wrong. To my astonishment, my mum, just like me, can’t think of any reason not to donate organ. This was just one of the numerous examples. Actually i feel that they over-trust me. I’m actually not as mature as they suppose. But the more they trust me, the more i am afraid to make wrong decisions. So in turn, i always try to act wisely.

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Opps, sorry for the digression. Back to the how-to-slack plan… Yup, i know what you are thinking. Not all plans can be carried out in the end, right? Although i do hope all can be executed, i expected some failures too. The thing is that i’ll make sure some of them work B). I have not found any companies for some of the events. Several of them are just some rough idea in my mind. I hope (and believe) that things will turn out fine eventually :D.

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As usual, i did a personality test again. Report says i’m an advocating invertor. I consent to the ‘advocating’ part, but for ‘inventor’, i doubt that. Am i?
–> my report