Random postssssss
March 15, 2008 by kahhwee
I just gave S$5 to a guy i met randomly on the street. I’m still wondering if he lied to me.
When i walked back from school at around 11.45pm, i saw this man staring at me with me with a rather pitiful look. It seemed like he needed some help. He doesn’t look like a beggar. I thought he is a traveler who got lost and wanted to ask for directions.
When i approached him, he told me, "I’m very hungry and tired. I haven’t eaten for a day". I thought he doesn’t know where the restaurants are so i was going to tell him that "there is a kopitiam / food court right beside here". But then he went "Can you give me some money so that i can have some food?".
Hmm… I thought it’d be reasonable to give him S$2. However i only had 2 ten-dollar notes, 1 five-dollar notes, and a few twenty-cent coins. I suggested to buy him some food in kopitiam (so that i can save $$ because i don’t want to give him S$5!) but he ‘kindly’ rejected. So i took out my 5-dollar note reluctantly and gave it to him.
After receiving the money, that guy still went on asking "is this your last note? If it is, you just take it back. You don’t need to sacrifice for me, you know?". "No no no that isn’t the only money i had. Don’t worry." And i still tried to act very nice to him -_-”’
So, is he a liar? Can anyone tell me? Is he an angel sent to test me and if i’ve treated him well, then i’ll get the happiness and peace in life? Oh no. I’ve changed my mind. You don’t need to tell me the answer, because i know the answer is "yes" 
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听说吃巧克力能令心情更好。
也不知道到底有没有根据，
但是在心情不好的时候，
我都尝试买巧克力来吃，
尽管我是那么的吝啬。
如果花那一两块能我心情变好的话，
那不妨试试，对吗？
昨天就算我喉咙痛咳嗽伤风感冒了，
还是花了那一块多来买了两排巧克力来吃。
结果吃到一半一直咳嗽咳不停，
可是还是坚持把巧克力吃完…
真是个大笨蛋！
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以前有想过要吃素，
因为食用动物的肉对它们有点太不公平了。
做不到。以前做不到；现在也做不到。
是习惯吃肉了吗？是太喜欢吃肉了吗？
是舍不得放弃对肉的喜爱来减少动物们的痛苦吧。。。
自私！
以前有想过别杀生，
因为当你压扁蚊子或蚂蚁时它们一定很痛苦。
做不到。以前勉强做到；现在很勉强才做到。
是自己开始麻木无情了吗？
是为了自己的一丁点的舒服而选择让这些生物痛苦吧。。。
自私！
那天在点菜的时候，不假思索的就点了鸡腿，
因为很久没吃了，而且一直也很喜欢吃。
怎么知道刚要开始吃的时候，
看到鸡腿竟然觉得有点想吐的感觉。
是我不喜欢吃鸡腿了吗？
还是只是那条鸡腿不好吃？
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我傻了。
不知道为什么最近情绪起伏比较大。
有时候可以突然觉得很高兴，
自己慢慢开始喜欢大学生活了；
但在自己一个人的时候，
有时很容易就馅入悲哀。
有什么好悲哀呢？
我不是很幸福吗？
真是的。
身在福中不知福。
好啦。
我知道我在自言自语。
我知道我很矛盾。
都说我傻了。
听不懂吗？
